My Beloved Oppressor

As someone who lives with depression, the begining was emotional and relatable, i wanted to both of them to end the pain of living, and after it all ends it was worth it, the character development was amazing, I cried every single chapter and hated the fact that the ML past was being brought up as some kind of “justification” for what he made, but in the end the two of them just needed to talk to each other, understand and try to move on. That’s the best ending i could imagine for this history, not happy, not sad, but seeing how they loved each other but didn’t understand this love was a tragedy, a sad one but a really good one.